Hi Murr
Every minute you thought you were winning, you were losing. Make this loss the biggest win of all – a gamble-free life – it’s within your grasp. You have the support of your girlfriend and you have a period without gambling to look back on so you know you can do it. I know you can do it or I wouldn’t be writing to you.
Testing your addiction is not accepting that you have one but this slip can make you stronger if you allow it – I will look forward to following your thread.
Velvet
