Hi Murr,
Sorry for my late reply. I get busy with my baby and I really don’t see where the time goes.
So here I am on the eve of my day 60 and I feel so much better than the 9th May 2019 to the beginning of June. My life took a direction in April, which was unexpected, destructive, toxic and really threw my world upside down.
So my goal now is to avoid that path like the plague. Like my entire existence depended on my avoiding that path. Like my baby’s and husbands happiness depended on my avoiding that path.
This is a message I wrote to my baby recently: “You are the reason behind my laughter and smiles. You are the reason behind everything. You answer all my questions and doubts. My eternal ray of light. My unconditional love.”
I was happy before I gambled and I am happy now I have stopped.
How are you? Your day 60 is fast approaching too and I want to really give you so much credit and a big pat on the back for your perseverance and drive to stop. You helped me in so many ways and gave me some sense among the madness I had created. Your strong will to stop and your self belief resonated with me. I believe in you Murr and your life will go from good to brilliant with the dedication you are showing to your work and self improvement
Never ever let G kid you into thinking it is the answer. Your reasonable mind and your skills are the answer to your success.
Here’s to more GF months ahead my friend
❤️