Hi Monica,
sorry I missed your birthday, a very happy belated. What a difference a year can make. You got there one day at a time. You didn’t gamble each day no matter what. And you had quite a few no matter whats! Glad you were spoiled with meals and treats. Getting out to a show. What a normal birthday activity. Well done.
I worry about your health and the demands the job is putting on you. I hope your employer realizes what they have and that you are karmically rewarded for it somewhere along the line. I second Liz’s thoughts on getting a checkup with the doctor about your heart. Or next time it’s racing go to a hospital walk in where they can do some heart tests. No sense fooling around.
I find now that I’m working I’m sapped every night. I usually have to medicate with pain medication and end up in bed watching Netflix. I’m not much of a support system for my GT friends. But I still think of you and wish you all the best.
Laura xo