Have you spoken to your wife about how you are feeling?
I’m would imagine she might see things a bit differently.
I cant help but wonder…..
Are you certain the addiction is not telling you your wife would be better off without you, then you could go gamble yourself into oblivion? No accountability?
I understand you don’t want to let her down. So, don’t!
Work hard every day, work hard today, do what you need to ensure you don’t gamble. Barriers up!!!!!!
20 years is long enough my friend.
This addiction has had a hold on you for too long. Its time for you to take back your life.
You’re worth it.
Love K xxx
