[i-did-it]

Hi Micky ,
I guess I do keep mentioning the lottery .
Buying a lottery ticket isn’t really that big a deal except for me it kinda does there following
1. Keeps alive the idea of the big win which
2. Removes my motivation to look after my money and save which
3. Makes me feel flippant about money which
4. Makes me think a small gamble won’t matter which
5. Sends me back into a full blown relapse .

For me , I think about the lottery such a lot but I don’t want to do it because it’s the thin edge of the thin edge of the wedge for me
. Does that make sense ?