Hi Mav.. I came over to post u but u beat me to it . Wasn’t that just a great group ?
I went into it feeling like such a loser ( well I did lose last night ) and I came out feeling motivated again!!
Looking back I have had many stressful periods in my life but they do go away and life becomes normal again.
You have a huge task in front if u Mav but u are up to it .
Closing things down will bring relief .
You are talented and resourceful and u will bounce back !!!