You keep focussing on your business and past losses which is clouding everything else.
The biggest thing anyone can lose other than their life is their family and you’ve still got yours. You need to realise that what you have lost is nothing compared to what you could still lose.
There’s nothing I can say here that I haven’t said in previous threads to you, but if you lose your family, there’s a long, long way back from there.
Businesses can be rebuilt or you can get a job, focus on keeping your family together and concentrate on staying gamble free one day at a time. That’s all you need to focus on right now and of course getting to GMA.
As hard as it may seem, keep it simple Mav.
Take it easy,
Charlster.