Hi Mark,
I am sure you realise that those “free” gifts are far from free. The money you have lost would probably have got you a private audience with Jay Leno.
Get yourself banned from those casinos, when you go to get banned I would suggest going with no money on you, maybe take your g/f with you, then you can’t get tempted to have a final fling.
Keep posting here, get to that next GA meeting. You can stop gambling.