Loved your update and look how far you’ve come ! suddenly all that hard work and stress begins to pay off. It’s fantastic to read that you “think ” you’ll be ok and I am waiting for the sequel when you say you “know” you’ll be ok and I don’t think i’ll be waiting for long some how.
I’m glad some space may be finally appearing in your mind as you are not consumed with thoughts of gambling, I guess that comes with acceptance that we cannot change what someone else does and worrying and second guessing changes absolutely nothing.
And more to the point there will now be more room for nice thoughts about nice things to happen and I look forward to hearing all about it.
Well done M
Jenny x