Well I am so glad that you dont have access to that 9k at the moment. its really really good that you actually have that money considering you are a gambler and considering you had access.. I know you are looking at the loss form what was 30k but honestly you could have lost the lot plus more if you continue. That money will never come back in a win. In fact if you win it would simply encourage you to keep gambling. I know you dont think thats what would happen, everyone thinks they would do the right thing with the money and put it in the bank etc.. I’ve never heard many stories that go that way, the familiar ones i hear are, i and the money, i was up, i got it… I lost it! You are winning now by giving the cards to your mum. Keep trying.
Pea