Its hard what you face when family are encouraging you to go to the casino.. can that be the day you go to the gym and workout while they are losing their money.. by the time you get home and ready they will probably be over their time there and you will be glad you didnt go.. hoping for the best outcome for you, at least you know its coming so you can be prepared.. i know how hard it is, i still get the stirrings sometimes.. stay strong, stick a movie on, hey, maybe you could even suggest that you all go somewhere different, like the movies and a meal or something.. if not, maybe stay home and stay safe.. thinking of you
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