It’s amazing isn’t it when urges come, I always wonder how did I get through all those days before? This day is challenging you right now but it will change.
I had thoughts, I ordered take out and put on a chick flick when I had a free period of time. It was enjoyable and then I was glad I chose that. My living room resembles a crime scene of a food a holic this morning, I woke to wrappers and containers sprawled everywhere. That’s the only kind of party I have these days. Lol.
I hope you get through those urges, they will fade again, I know it’s tempting. It’s good you are going to gym. I find even just walking round the shops good too sometimes.
I know you are doing all for everyone. Be kind to you
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