You dont sound like a whimp at all and i hope you dont attempt to do that garden on your own.. you do enough. My head whirls at all the stuff you cram into your day and what you get up to. You are doing wonderful and the smart thing to do is be realistic about what you can and cant do with your heart.. you need to look after yourself like you look after everyone else.. hope you have a wonderful night.. cant imagine seeing snow out the window.. how awesome
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