read your message and well done for pouring out your problem… we all have a certain thing we like – I started the gambling life through my dad – he took me to the dogs, let me watch him play cards and allow me to have an interest in the horses when he placed a bet – we would watch it together on a sunday … I hear what you are saying
however, unless you stop it will only get worse – I have lost everything – a house, family and friends and a wife – it WILL ONLY GET WORSE…
someone told me something a long time ago before I lost everything and I wish I took his advice and I think if you want to go back to those small bets you need to know you… he said” if you think you don’t have a problem or think you do but can control it, I challenge you to do this – just STOP for 1 month – no gamble on anything – if you can do that , then look back , notice what you did was different and remember why you stopped!!!
you CAN do it…