You are back on track now in your recovery which is a great thing to see and wow did you have a lot of time off gambling, i cannot imagine being that long gamble free but certainly hope to be. You really have got back on track well though and you are once more here and reaching out for help… Im so pleased as some never return here.
You were extremely generous to me with your time and friendship in my early recovery and i will always appreciate that.. you have done a wonderful job of recovery. Those years you had are still there.. all those years gamble free and embedded in your brain and there are many more to come now i am sure.. a day at a time of course.
Wishing your pain to ease
P