Hi kpat! I am sorry that you are starting over. It is good that you are able to come back here and say it. No judgments here!! We have all been there. I was reading back on your thread and read about playing a gambling game with family. I think that most of us here have CG’S in our families. My Mother and Sister are definitely CG’s but are in denial. When I told them that I had a gambling problem they both didn’t have much to say and kind of dismissed me. I guess it hit too close to home. There is a lot of addiction issues within my family, alcohol and drugs. I managed to dodge those but the gambling. Don’t get too discouraged! You came back here and you are taking responsibility for your actions. Keep strong and keep going!! Take care.