Hi Kimura,
Well done on making that decision. It’s not easy though, you will be more likely to get to that 2 year stage if you continue to use support in the mean time. After all if we could do it on our own then I doubt we would have the problem in the first place.
It’s important to take things one day at a time but looking forward why would it be a different story after you achieve your qualification? If gambling would stop you achieving what you want to achieve then isn’t the rest of your life and future achievements worth the same?