Hi Justletmerip, well doen on looking for help.
Well done on telling your addiction to **** off!! Now, what can you do to really annoy it? Get a blocker to stop the online gambling? Limiting your access to funds with which to gamble? If you are near Vegas then yes you have a lot of gambling establishments close to you. You also have a lot of support available. For instance over 140 GA meetings the last time I heard, get to some of them, that will really be something your addiction won’t want you to do.
Keep posting, keep reading the other stories here.