I hope you get to spend some of the Christmas holiday with your son. Many people dread the holidays because of being alone.
So you have a plan to get the funds together for the trip and by not gambling those funds away, I am sure you will be able to do it! You wont have to be so relieved to see it over if you get to be with the one you love.
I read through your posts and I must say the positivity in them is starting to really shine!
I had lunch with my Mom yesterday and you know, I actually thought of you and even though she was very negative, I was able to just enjoy being with her. You sharing your pain, made me appreciate her. It made me recognize how important it is to spend time with her. I am so sorry for your loss, I just wanted you to know that it made me recognize that I have been neglecting those I love for a long time now. Thank you for that!
When you get lonely, post here. I know we all are rooting for you! One day at a time.
