Well done on your gamble free time and what a difference in you and the strength you show.. i read back to your really bad relapse last year and what a different state you are in.. just keep going and i think you are doing a fantastic job. It is so good to see the change. Is there anyone you can talk to about this upcoming decision of investing. It sounds big.
Glad you dont count days, i know it helps some but for myself ive fallen over many times because of it.. you are right its now that matters and living in today
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