HI Jennaraye88, Never give up on yourself! We all have relapased. Sorry that you are going through this pain. Things can change. Put barriers back into place, banning, blockers, access to money and cards, GT, GA meetings and counceling. You need support, maybe it is time to have a talk with your boyfriend. You have our support here. You are not alone! You can turn things around. You are worth it! Keep posting.
