Reading your post really bought back memories of my own. The shuffling about money whilst asking myself “why did you do this to yourself again!”
This site definitely helps me, I log on everyday, usually, and read others’ posts. It’s a constant reminder for me of what I am not missing. What the consequences are if I choose to gamble again. Most importantly what others are doing to keep gamble free.
I always c o u n t each day and thank god he switched something on inside my head to enable me to say no more. I still had enough money in my a c c o u n t to continue gambling but I knew I would lose it all at the rate I was going.
Good luck and please do share each day you pass GF on here