Im sorry to hear of your relapses but very glad to see you are straight back on track.. it always gets worse when we gamble it never improves, its progressive so its good you are back on track now. Is there more support you could use, gamblers anonymous, counselling, journalling, just a thought as i always say this is it is the main thing that has worked for me but took me many years to figure it out that i needed to do more for my recovery than i was doing..
Glad you found this site though it is an enormous support and really helps pave the way for our gamble free lives.. keep going, keep trying, every time you fall down get back up, every time you fall learn from it, learn what it is that is missing from your recovery or barriers.. then get back up and keep moving forward.. you are better than this addiction, dont let it suck you in again.. get your armour ready
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