I am so happy to see you back posting again. It is good to know that you are ok and that while you have gambled, you are back for another shot at recovery. I used to love reading your posts.
I hope that maybe one day you will come into a group chat here so we can talk. It would be great. Ive relapsed many times myself but i keep coming back and trying my hardest with this recovery. Hang on to the support Izzi.. so good to see you. Things will get better again. You can do this you’ve done it before.
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