Well done..
So glad you are continuing with recovery. Each time you have relapsed you learn from it. Each time gets worse and that bit harder. This time you are back with a smile and determination. Make sure that whatever you did before you add something more in to the mix of your recovery. Just advice, not lecturing, i just mean if what you were doing before didnt work then add something else to strengthen your recovery. Do you have a close friend who you could confide in, sometimes its good to have someone to talk to about it, but still the best ones for me have always been GA members or people from here, they are the ones who get it.
They are all going through or have been through what you are right now. So there is that understanding.
So happy for you Izzi that you have the determination, that that switch has been flicked toward wanting recovery. Keep posting, keep talking. Just take it a day at a time, just for this day dont gamble. Hang in there chickadee. You are back on track.
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