Hi I did it, well done on coming here and posting about what happpened.
As someone said, we can feel your pain. Use that pain and put everything into it, as you say – no short ctus.
It’s a progressive addiction and it sounds like you scared the hell out of it by going to GA, it is trying to fight back. Don’t let it, do the things that your addiction wouldn’t want to do!
Keep posting, I hope you make that meeting tonight.