Hi I did it,
pain is much more manageable at the moment. Hoping it stays that way. I still have a lot of issues but every second isn’t agony. I’m pretty much ready for Christmas. Husband and I are taking a quick last minute trip for a few things early tomorrow and I will be done shopping. I’ve got half my wrapping done. I never seem to quite manage every thing though. There are Christmas cards not written this year, and even the family may not get any! What does it matter really? They will understand. There are so many people dealing with challenges in this world. I’ve got all kinds of chocolates and treats and the inside of the house is decorated. I treated myself to a beautiful poinsettia planting with three different colours. When I’m not gambling or digging out of financial chaos I treat myself. I try not to blow out the budget but at the same time I could spend thousands before without the bat of an eye. So what is a $20 plant that gives me pleasure to look at? I’m taking my pleasure where I can get it. I try not to see what others have that I don’t ( a working body that enables them to take care of themselves totally). I can’t go out socializing all hours, hanging with friends or traveling. A girlfriend and I were to go stay at a resort together this winter. That has been called off, I couldn’t handle the length of the flight. Anyway, i think i’m rambling! Thanks for the check in IDI. This will be one of my more Christmassy Christmases 🙂 I think I’ll be at 10pm chat but I am usually a little late as we are just finishing supper here. Catch you soon hopefully.
Laura
