Hi hopeisgone .
Firstly hope isn’t gone – you have admitted you have a problem and you want to do something about it – u can stop right now today while u still have some money left
You said you will come here every week – I have stopped gambling for five weeks and I still find I need to come here several times a day . If gambling has become a daily habit it is likely you will need daily support .
If you can honestly draw a line under the money and not look back – accept that it is gone – you can become gamble free.
You will get lots of advice on here and there are groups on tonight where u can chat to others – there is also a one to one chat where you can speak to someone who understands
Throw as much effort at stopping gambling as you did at gambling and I guarantee you will stop and have a great life .
Well done on starting a thread .