Hi Hingle,
I so understand where you are coming from.
I always believed the big win would come along and save the day.
It did come along but I want sure when to stop ,
So I lost a little ,
Tried to win it back
Lost some more
Tried to win it back
Ended up with nothing
.
Like you I have often had big wins – because I gambled big stakes .
Like you I always lost the lot .
I am
Now gamble free and yes I will be paying debts for a lot of years (I set up repayment plans with all my creditors ) but for the first time in years I have money to do things I want to do.
The big win is the myth that keeps us in action.
When we can let go of our losses and realise they are never coming back -because if we were capable of keeping them we would not be in this mess – then we can start to build a future that is free from all this shame , worry and pain.
We will not get rich quick – but we will be comfortable and live a life that’s easier .
Good luck