[TFRSFOS]

Hi guys.

Really struggling today, the magnitude of the mistakes ive made gets more real each day. The realisation that i have ruined my life for the foreseeable future in the space of a few weeks of gambling is devastating to say the least

Mixture of emotions, anger, sadness, resentment

Bills and loan repayments will take up 80% + of my monthly wage from now on. It never had to be this way.

The urges to gamble are still very much there, although i have now completly exhausted all methods of financing this.

There is no easy way out of this mess i have gotten myself into, but i hope with time things get easier than they are right now. Its hard to look forward with any kind of positive mindset atm

T