Day 17 just finished my 2nd course of antibiotics. Still a bit horse but coming along.
Snowing and cold here. I have been inside for the most part.
Dr didn’t ask for an x-ray-he says its not in my chest but who knows? I have had so much raidation I may glow in the dark.
Kpat when ever I see a new person I am almost ashamed to say I don’t reach out like I used to. I have seen a lot come and go in 5 years on the site. Sometimes I want to shake the person and tell them what to do. It’s not because I am perfect or that I am cured by no means. It makes me sad sometimes because I know the pain. I can feel whats coming and and I want to scream “don’t do it because I did it and it hurts and prolongs the suffering”. I know the reality is that we each must find our own path, suffer from our own mistakes, find our own peace. The only person I can save is myself. I am a pro at making my own mistakes and I guss thats the only way most of us do. I wish I could just wrap my arms around everyone and save them but I can’t.
bettie
