Hi gamanon
That was a great chat we had !
In truth all of us on here love to gamble – it just causes such problems for us life is easier when we don’t .
Problems include anxiety, shame , self loathing , debt , regret , selfishness , dishonesty , an inability to focus – the list is endless .
Of course I would love to return to controlled gambling but even if this is possible for me I simply do not want to suffer any more pain while I learn to .
I guess we all have choices – I want wake up every morning feeling like I have a life worth living. Being gamble free allows me to do this !
Perhaps if could stop for a short while it would help you decide with a clearer head .