Hi Flo, if you have an android phone buy a gambling blocker for it today . It may well be the last bit of money you even blow on this addiction.
If you have an iPhone , down load k9, turn safari and all other search engine off . Turn App Store off and get your boyfriend to set the restriction code . Tell him you are finding the your phone too addictive if you are not ready to tell him right now . If you have no access you can’t gamble .
There will always be a new site you can join. You need to shut this down right now .
Don’t think you can’t afford the gambling blocker . You can’t afford not to have it .
You will find peace and freedom return to your life very quickly
Hope this helps