Hi Eileen, Welcome to Gambling Therapy. I know you can do this. You will never bore us. We understand only too well what you are going through. I could really relate to those blackouts. I recently looked at our bank statement. I knew I had spent a lot of money, but I was still surprised to see just how much. I honestly don’t remember going to the ATM that many times and taking out that much money! So hard to face the truth. Today, I fell back into my usual pattern of not liking myself and then followed it up with a bit of self-pity. But I didn’t gamble. I am glad you didn’t gamble today either. Tomorrow will be a better day because of that simple, but not always easy choice!
