Hi Ed,
your addiction has got to the point of not allowing you to keep a penny of what you earn.
its time to admit that you are out of control when it comes to gambling. you need to accept that this is a path of destruction for you.
1. lose access to money. Cut up cards and let someone you trust handle your money for now
you are betting big like I did and as a result lost large amounts rapidly. Think of all the opportunities that money could have brought you and say to yourself you won’t let that continue. you are the one losing out here buy buying into a false dream.
you Need professional help and no access to money.
please make a change today for you own peace of mind and happiness