Hi Dzay De
Id just like to echo Steev’s comments. Please talk. Steev has given you a few great options of support Id like to add some more
In Touch Community Services is a leading provider of Mental Health Services in the Philippines. Established in 1980, it is a volunteer-driven organisation dedicated to promoting mental health and offering care and treatment to persons suffering from mental and emotional distress. https://www.gamblingtherapy.org/en/touch-phillipines-crisis-support-and-counselling
Pagcor. PAGCOR can help relatives of players or the players themselves deal with problem gambling through Exclusion Orders that ban persons from playing in casinos and other gaming venues nationwide.
(63 2) 521-1542
Dzay De, GT isnt geard up to be a crisis line, but we and our members would love to be able to support you but again like Steev Id urge you to seek local support to deal with your suicidal ideation
Kind Regards