hi dev,
it’s devastating to hear that. it could be way worse though, believe me. i would suggest admiting your problem to someone you trust and ask them to keep the money for a while.
in my country you can ask exclusion from all legal online casinos at one website and when you do it you won’t be allowed to bet in any online casino. Try to see if something similar is possible in your country.
if you don’t take tough measures now all money will be gone and you’ll be in debt soon, that’s what happens when we let ourselves sink in this terrible addiction.
i wish you all the best and that you can leave this horrible addiction before it harms you more – it’s not about the money, gambling is useless, an ilusion, and it will take everything good away from you!