Hi Charles,
Thanks for asking. Mornings are the hardest, where I have to face the facts. I am usually fine late at night, but in the mornings my head is full of negative thoughts but this morning I started challenging them and trying to turn them around.
My life right now is a hole. Gambling coupled with depression coupled with lack of planning, laziness, ego, big-headedness have all combined to create a person who is a long way from their best.
I find it depressing just how I have lived my life, full of fear and. I feel I have achieved very little, and the truth is I haven’t becuase I have held myself back by never fully believing in who I am. I have always convinced myself I am no good, even when trying to achieve things. This is a deadly combination.
I see you just posted, so if you want to chat in one of the open chat rooms.
How are you feeling? You have achieved a lot in the last week, I really respect that.
Have a great gamble free day.
Mav