Thanks for your posts. Havent posted today on day 90now nearly 91 as feeling a bit tired and achey which I guess is the meds working their way out of the system. Spent the day writing up quite a few pages on Step work about emotions to do,with gambling, depression etc. Wrote quite a lot. It is all a bit sad really. If I go bankrupt,idi I won’t be able to rent a flat as they do credit checks, but my son has said he would help with that. I still haven’t quite surfaced from the procedure, felt a lot better yesterday than today but not in pain, just aches in the colon area and my legs, which apparently is common due to the electrolyte imbalances caused by the prep and complete colon clear out. I came out of the Emma David discussion last night Laura as I felt somewhat awkward and found some of the content a little inappropriate in a forumfor recovering addicts. I am just being honest here.