I know it feels like you have been betrayed a little by someone speaking for you.. i hope this doesnt seem offensive to you Bettie but i really think they were just trying to help you. If you think when you were into your recovery and GA and if someone said to you they hadnt told their home group or meeting that they had gambled, would you advise they do.. i know you wouldnt have told them for that person but really i think they were just wanting you to be ok, from the sounds of the messages it sounded like their intentions were good to me.. but it would be annoying if someone said things for you i understand that part. Its out now Bettie and the main thing you need to focus on is getting back to recovery, the little things, the resentments are the last thing you need.. i know you know all this.. and now you might have one against me hehehe.. just care for you and want our Bettie back safe and sound in the arms of recovery, keep posting Bettie, keep reaching out, keep going to meetings any meeting just keep going… you can do this, you have done this before for years.. its just you have fallen but you can definately get back up Bettie, relapse isnt the end of the world, its a time to learn from it and grow and continue back into recovery.. the days and time dont matter so much its what you do today that matters, sometimes i think day counting makes things hard and adds pressure. just dont gamble for today Bettie, miss you, stay safe and thinking of you..
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