I’m glad you posted at least we all know where you are at, and also you have got it out too. Bettie you saw how many times I relapsed. Each time I told GA, there was no judgement I was only judging me. Imagine if it were you at GA and someone relapsed, what would you think of them, tell them, you would be lovely supportive Bettie. You deserve that support too.
GA is for compulsive gamblers that’s the place you can go to say you relapsed. You haven’t failed by relapsing, you’ve won by being honest and you’re still here. Also remember that saying what others think of me is none of my business… Go there for your recovery. I know you have to be ready, that time will come and you will know what to do. We will be here and I’m sure ha will be too..
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