Hi been away for a few days but thanks Kpat Sad Vera for replys. Not spent hardly anytime on here. Was at my dads for the weekend. No gambling. Got prescription for meds as went to Drs. Not started on them yet but will tomorrow. Dr was Okay I suppose but stiff but did his duty in maxing me out on tablets and made a referral to local shrink.
Date other week was fun went fine. Got a bit drunk ate too much food. Came home early evening. We may meet again but lots going on in my life right now. It is one of those down days today again. Seeing my father , aged and slow , him sat in the front room watching TV. He seems so lost much of the time without mum here anymore.
Came back to the empty flat … whats new . Anyway tomorrow will start on the meds – will keep working – will keep fighting – will keep planning. I detest depression. Detest it!!!