Hi Becca, well done on looking for help.
You need to stop gambling for YOU. Th emost important thing now is to keep using the support that you have reached out to. Keep going to your meetigns, keep posting here. It is an old saying – actions speak louder than words, what actions can you take? What barriers can you put in place?
Like Harry I expect that your husband will have heard all the words and promises before. It is the actions you take now that will help you stop gambling.
Take those actions and who knows what will happen in 6 months. I have a friend who’s wife packed her bags and left him 7 years ago, they now have a 5 year old child. Having said that please don’t raise your hopes or act solely on some hope that he might stay, he might but he might not. As I said, you need to stop gambling for YOU. Then you will be bettter placed for whatever the future holds.
Keep reading, keep posting.