Hi arov, well done on looking for help. Well done on geting yourself banned from that site. Remember though that it is an addiction – in 2019 you will still be a compulsive gambler, still be unable to gamble “normally” or under control. You aren’t a fool, you are an addict. Read the other stories here, look at the things that are helping others and apply them to your own situation. It is important that we use support – if we could do it on our own then we wouldnt have a problem in the first place. Keep using that support to maintain recovery as well. Keep posting and let us know the positive steps you are taking, the things you are doing to replace gambling.
