Hi Amanda!
Yes, it’s good to speak with like minded people who understand the nature and dangers of gambling.
I’m sorry to hear you lost your kind and understanding mum. I notice Loss plays a big part in the lives of many gamblers.
I , like you tend to withdraw and isolate after gambling escapades. I find this has become a habit now and I really don’t want to meet people on any level. Gambling has long term consequences apart from monetary loss.
I wonder should you have a deeper look at your relationship with your B/F if he is also into gambling . Especially as you say he enables you?
Maybe joint counselling would help?
Taking time off work to clear your head seems a reasonable thing to do but it can also allow us to use isolation instead of facing the real issues.
Nothing good comes from gambling Amanda.
It has the potential to destroy us.
“Good luck” in recovery!
