[TFRSFOS]

Hi all.

Thanks for the messages of support.

Unfortunately fell off the wagon again today, had £100 that was meant for getting me by day to day the next week or 2. I put it on a horse racing treble, 2 won the other was beaten close to the line. It would have returned nearly 3k. Cruel, but i almost see it as a punishment for gambling again.

I know that gambling is not the answer to get me out of a mess that gambling has got me into, and i know it will only further worsen the problems i have yet i still do it.

I feel like im so far in a hole, that i have no choice, im just being honest and upfront. I suppose the inability to let go of my losses is the cause of this as im still chasing with any kind of money i get.

I feel pathetic and lost.