Hi all,
I’m feeling pretty sad today, its a long story, but it has left me feeling unwanted and unloved. Dames has been great, very supportive.
Perhaps I don’t give that man enough credit, I don’t lean on him enough, sure he drives me mad, but I’m sure I drive him mad too.
He has understood, let me cry, be angry. In the grand scheme of life its not a major incident, but I’m hurt and I feel like some things aren’t going to be the same anymore.
Upside…..we have just completed our tax return and are actually receiving some money this year (not a lot), but…..
my gambling caused us to be tens of thousands of dollars in debt. It took us 5 years to pay it off and it is soooo lovely to be receiving some money from them instead of giving. That put a smile on my face today!!!
The silver lining, its always there, somewhere!!!!
Ive been fighting a pretty strong headache today, I think from the stress ive been feeling. I think a lovely cup of tea and an early night is in order.
I hope you are all well and happy,
Love K xxx
