Great post Adam and spot on. We can never win enough and there is only too little.
Your post tells me that you have a real understanding of your problem, it took me 30 years to understand mine!!
You’re also right when you say that you needed to lose it all before reality kicked in. I hope you wont be as stubborn as me and live for years thinking that you’ll one day win everything back. I can save you a lot of wasted time and heartache by telling you straight that things only get worse if you gamble, they’ll never get better. I think you know that deep down anyway.
I genuinely mean it when I say that you are doing great. You are faced with temptation every time you go to work, so I take my hat off to you for the way you’re handling this.
Keep strong,
Charlster