Good of you to share this experience of playing the machine for the customer while he went to the toilet. Hard to say if it is progress or regression in recovery. I have no idea, but what I do know is that it is great you chose to share the experience rather than hide it.
It always takes guts to put stuff like this out there, because some may choose to call you out, or express a judgment. I would never do that. I believe we all have our own path to follow and it is our right and choice alone to figure out what we should do along the way.
The important thing is to reflect on our own actions and decide on our own what to do next, without being controlled by anything or anyone other than ourselves. Cheers and excellent work on your recovery so far. It’s great that you post each day, I get a lot out of reading your posts, hope you keep it up!