IM lazy i type 3 hope thats ok, hence my name P..
I just want to say well done on choosing food over gambling.. you said you were being selfish by doing that.. good god no.. you are being smart and tricking that addiction right back..
Good on you for doing that.. that voice that says hey i dont have much il just put a bet on is the addictive voice wanting a feed that is all.. the recovery voice is the one that got the food.. listen to the recovery voice, the addictive voice will get softer and the recovery voice will get louder the longer you go.. keep going..
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